Plea Of An Immortal Soul

i admit. i was so dumb. i was messed up. everything that have happened to me was sad yet it has served its purpose... of learning, and never be again a fool to someone else's life. people have their own fair share of tragedy. you have your sad story to tell, and i have mine. i am young, and it is so sad that people would try to drag with them individuals, to have a taste of misery they had.

one thing for sure. i cared because i really care for that someone. but people who would try to make someone "na-makonsensya" because of what have happened is just so much.

imagine someone telling you, and making you feel that you are the mistake of what he had become. just so heart breaking. and telling you things like you are being ingenuine? wooooooosh

so what am i now? an evil?

i am perfectly happy.... not until some hints of reconnection is trying to haunt me again. it was traumatic. it was and it is. but i have learned and i have grown from there. again, things reveal themselves because they ought to be KNOWN to anyone. so be it. acceptance or rejection? it doesn't matter. people have decided to live separate lives. just learn to respect... respect each other's privacy and decisions.

Shame on me... i lost my confidence in my decisions, and i can say, it made me less for who i think i was... i have realized that i am so dumb and a prick. that i myself have brought this misery to my self, much more to my family. i must admit... i lost my "kumpyansa sa sarili". but i am getting through... i am struggling to regain my strength, to continue MY LIFE, with my family and genuine friends who wouldn't think bad about me.... who wouldn't think that i am being ingenuine.

i represent the immortal soul, of those who are young and vulnerable...
Plea to God for strength to face all the challenges in life.

Plea to your parents for them to lay their untainted support and love.

Plea to your true friends to guide you to a Happy unsecluded life.

Plea to your enemies for them to realize the goodness in you and the goodness that remain in them, and that they may stop to haunt you with what they have to say.

Plea to yourself for you to ultimately win that battle of loneliness and everything that haunts your freedom and peace.

This is my last blog about this. i won't read a blog from someone or to anything reactive to this.

Life will go on. God is good.