February 12-19 Passionate Love Non-existent

Cold winter wind from the melting ice touches the raging wonder of love. I could not somehow escape the fact that it’s already February. Holland tulips, huggable teddy nears, chocolate kisses, the crown regency’s edge coaster ultimate date experience, and the usual watching of movies made perfect with the one you are with. Hahahaiz, they call it Valentines. Well, it’s not that I am fussing over the fact that I am single… but it is the mere fact of knowing how people would probably celebrate it.

I’m betting that the better restaurants are reserved for lovers on the 14^th, and resorts, hotels and even motel rooms are fully booked. I know… the best expression of love is found in the ultimate act of sex. Don’t react cause it’s debatable. Right? Hehehe.

I have known of several gimmicks and I’ve imagined some… the ultimate message relay. It is the greatest challenge of how you would be able to let the one you love know of the love you felt for him/her. It’s the day that numb partners could go passionate because beyond the surprises made, it’s Love.

Believe it or not, a bigger percentage does not believe in happy endings. I myself have been fooled. Because of love, I was vulnerable… I was dumb, I was a prick… I was a believer of a great lie… I was a follower of a fantasy created by twisted stories and facts. How sad? Right? I could not help to be mad about it. At least I have friends I can share my madness with it; they share same sentiments with me. Well, past is past. I’m happy that I can now freely express how mad I was and how mad I am. Now, it’s clearer that I want to cut the crap... get a life sicko! Hahaha.

You might be wondering with the title I used. It’s the week I scheduled for a “supposed-to-be” one of the most important weeks of my life that I have dedicated for love. The week that I would finally meet the one… but it was a fantasy… the passion I had for it was so much! Well, since it was a great lie… might as well tag with it the “inexistent love”.

I’m not fussing and the least I want to get is a reaction from the “feelers” out there. Just piece of advice to believers of love, never rush things… don’t trust much… don’t give it your all until the flesh comes out. Make sure, your love exist… it might be too late when you know that it was all an imagination and that you have laid your life to that person already. Be cautious in your search. Good for me… I held back at least, ‘cause I took all the instincts I felt even just before.

Happy Valentines everyone!