February 12-19 Passionate Love Non-existent

Cold winter wind from the melting ice touches the raging wonder of love. I could not somehow escape the fact that it’s already February. Holland tulips, huggable teddy nears, chocolate kisses, the crown regency’s edge coaster ultimate date experience, and the usual watching of movies made perfect with the one you are with. Hahahaiz, they call it Valentines. Well, it’s not that I am fussing over the fact that I am single… but it is the mere fact of knowing how people would probably celebrate it.

I’m betting that the better restaurants are reserved for lovers on the 14^th, and resorts, hotels and even motel rooms are fully booked. I know… the best expression of love is found in the ultimate act of sex. Don’t react cause it’s debatable. Right? Hehehe.

I have known of several gimmicks and I’ve imagined some… the ultimate message relay. It is the greatest challenge of how you would be able to let the one you love know of the love you felt for him/her. It’s the day that numb partners could go passionate because beyond the surprises made, it’s Love.

Believe it or not, a bigger percentage does not believe in happy endings. I myself have been fooled. Because of love, I was vulnerable… I was dumb, I was a prick… I was a believer of a great lie… I was a follower of a fantasy created by twisted stories and facts. How sad? Right? I could not help to be mad about it. At least I have friends I can share my madness with it; they share same sentiments with me. Well, past is past. I’m happy that I can now freely express how mad I was and how mad I am. Now, it’s clearer that I want to cut the crap... get a life sicko! Hahaha.

You might be wondering with the title I used. It’s the week I scheduled for a “supposed-to-be” one of the most important weeks of my life that I have dedicated for love. The week that I would finally meet the one… but it was a fantasy… the passion I had for it was so much! Well, since it was a great lie… might as well tag with it the “inexistent love”.

I’m not fussing and the least I want to get is a reaction from the “feelers” out there. Just piece of advice to believers of love, never rush things… don’t trust much… don’t give it your all until the flesh comes out. Make sure, your love exist… it might be too late when you know that it was all an imagination and that you have laid your life to that person already. Be cautious in your search. Good for me… I held back at least, ‘cause I took all the instincts I felt even just before.

Happy Valentines everyone!

Cut the Crap! Be gorgeous!

this is one of the usual blogging days i have... waking up in the morning, checking my emails and updating accounts and to wander around the listed to do's and fishing for the unlisted ones. since i made a habit on reading my daily friendster horoscope... i could not help but realize that it's wonderful to cut the crap and be gorgeous with it.

just a perfect timing, when a close friend called me up and trying to bring up the emotional and pessimistic remarks for my article "a messy escape"... then i read the horoscope, and it said that i should clean my emotional closet. for a longer period of time, i carry the burden with me of trying to linger in the past... all i feel with it? rage and anger.

BUt now... i have to start writing about positive emotions and good vibes. this is a perfect move. why should i worry the crap of other "wanna-be-involved-people" in my life... that all i should do is be happy and merry for all the family and good/genuine friends i have. we are all blessed, but we just tend to be preoccupied with what's-not and there's-none.

clean that emotional closet. unburden the worries. feel good about life and YOU. Go and cut the crap... be gorgeous!

You are a wonderful creation of God... but you are also the perfect reflection of your MIND! so if we think good... we look good. As what the song FASHIONISTA said...

NO PANGIT ALLOWED!

hahaha

Ahsus

along the fancy visayan coñotic conversations or street talks... ahsus is someway, somehow relatively popular or even over used. well, if you really know how the conversation flows, you wouldn't think of a laptop line and brand- ASUS. well, that makes you a nutty head.

ahsus implicates sarcasm... maybe frank comments or a blunt disgust of disagreement. but things could be funny in the way we use it. but nonetheless, we are so creative that we can actually use it as a total disgust on something or someone... disgust of unbelief i may say. just the total opposite of fun.

got home... still awake in the middle of the night trying to make our PROJECT FEASIBILITY STUDY on a not-so ambitious business we have... then tag along with it the serious stuff of financial analysis and spreading out of amounts and the tons of schedules with the assumptions attached to it..... i know... tilt your head back! Nose bleed! but there were occasional instances of bullying and all... well, at least it is something that we could hold on to til' the dawn... some sort of a red-bull to keep us awake.

nah, how i wish we could just say at the end of this PFS "crap" to our panelists... Ahsus, as if you don't know this stuff! but we simply can't! now who wants to get a pampering 5.0 after that remark? huh? no crazy dude would.

if someone would tell you... I can't do this!( given that he is brilliant enough and that even an average guy could do it) a simple AHSUS would do.

if someone would tell you... i am not that bad and stop accusing me (given that you are convinced that you are just simply stating an emotional distress, and not at any purpose at all of accusing someone... but simply yourself) a humungous AHUS is effin' needed.

AHSUS is when i see unfitting and unnecessary explanation from some... i don't know.

well, since I am in the dusk and in the verge of saying good night to the YM conference of the DORMSTAR PFS group, it would be safe to say AHSUS for today's worries... a deserving good night rest for the people of GOd... and anticipate for a "hello-tomorrow" bed stretching! Good night Guys...

Retaliate… Victory of Lycans

During one of my greatest depression, I resorted to watching Underworld: Rise of the Lycans. I was having a feeling that the movie could enormously feed on my melancholia, but I was happy it didn’t. It was actually better released because it answered the mystery of the 2 movies prior to it. The prequel does the flashback. It was actually entertaining, although the plot is kinda typical to movies of same genre, it was predictable also. But… there are but’s… I rated it as “recommended” cause you are getting your pennies’ worth. It was entertaining, from the effects, and how the story laid its transition… well researched and quite convincing on its effects and costumes.

What is it with vampires? I won’t be shocked if people would dream of becoming a vampire, now that this movie is adding hype and gaining titanic popularity just right after twilight, which you should know was a romantic movie… with an obsessed-by-all vampire, Edward Cullen.

The plot speaks of the retaliation of another breed of mystical creatrures/humans… the lycans. They are werewolves with human capabilities and rationality. Well, won’t spill out everything out from the movie, my title speaks of it all. It’s another archive-worth of 2009 good movies.