It has always been a dilemma for young lovers or closer at least to immature love... of who is getting the attention, or if who is given much worth... friends or lovers?!
I used to be jealous with my bestfriends giving less time to me... 'cause they were too busy on the errands of a so-called relationship. True, but I understand, "much" more now.
I understand because I was in a situation where I was not the choice... by a lover whom you have given all your attention to, who the fuck cares? even that person doesn't care...
Love paranoia is so pathetic that you get to do an overhaul thinking of your relationship... it is so pathetic that it opens your heart and mind to life's realities. Now who said it's a bad thing? It is pathetic, but it serves you the sizzling reality in a platter you won't ever think you would touch... and now you are dining on it!
